It's different for everyone.

Lost. A good word to describe how I felt. In a small town with familiar surroundings I felt lost. Alone. Even surrounded by many people, ones that loved me and ones who claimed to, I still felt alone. We often believe that life is supposed to be something thats perfect. We believe it so much that whenever something happens that doesn’t feel perfect we retaliate with emotions. Selfish emotions. We manipulate our own minds into believing that it is the end of this world. We would rather believe that our weakest moments will last for ever than to believe that things will subside and once again our world will feel perfect. Nothing worth having comes easy. That is why every single day will be a battle. Never the same battle, a new one. Ones we over come that makes us different and who we are in our own ways. Because we were not made to be put in a perfect world, instead we were made to be put in a flawed world, with many moments, and memories and experiences that make this world, our world, perfect through our eyes. Its okay to feel lost, because sooner or later you will find a new path to follow, that will lead you where you need to be. Its okay to feel alone in a room full of people, because you establish the fact that you will always have yourself. At the end of the day you are all you will always have, so its important to always believe in yourself, and the things you love and believe in. You will find your place, and it will be beautiful.